She has my heart

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Jasmin Noelle Hubbard.

Dash.

Jazzy.

Angel Baby.

Munchkin.

Mini Hubbs.

My love.

To the girl that has my heart,

12 years ago when you were born, I became alive. The term "oldest sister" finally took meaning to me. Not only did it take meaning, but it encompassed who I was. As you are very aware, I loved to pretend I was your mom. I wanted to help take care of you. And I wanted to be the best biggest sister in the world. Now, I don't know if I've accomplished any of that successfully, but I do know one thing: in the process of trying to be everything for you- you have become everything for me.

12 years ago, those little ringlets, dimples, and character to match your smile have chartered my heart. I couldn't ask for anything more in a little sister. You are and always will be the bestest littlest sister I could have ever asked for.

Thanks to the boss man up in heaven, I have been able to have strong and loving relationships with both of my sisters. Seeing them both grow up and mature into the beings you've created them, is one of the biggest blessings in my life. It really helps when all seems to be going wrong I can always look back on that simple fact, that though I don't deserve anything, you've given me everything. And for that, I thank you father. I am eternally grateful and in debt to you. I have been born into your family. A family of Christ. An eternal family where I can live forever with you and the saints.

Thank you for giving me an earthly family. A fleeting reminder of what is to come. I pray that you will continue to embrace the hearts of my loved ones. I pray that you will hold Jasmin tight for the rest of her years. She is a light. She is a blessing. She is my love.

I love you forever,

...and ever.

prayers of my life:

"Father God, thank You for Your grace and mercy in my life. Thank You for believing in me, for giving me a hope and a future. Today I choose to stretch; I choose increase; I choose to rise up higher so that I can be all You’ve created me to be. In Jesus' Name. Amen."

Dear Lord, I want to please you with my words of my mouth and meditations of my heart. I want to spark a revolution for our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. I pray that you let my whole life be a blazing offering, a life that shouts and sings the greatness of the king. Bend me and mold me use me for your glory. In Jesus' name. Amen

But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus' sake, so that his life may be revealed in our mortal body. So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you.

2 corinthians 4:7-12

The gospel so much exceeds the law in glory, that it eclipses the glory of the legal dispensation. But even the New Testament will be a killing letter, if shown as a mere system or form, and without dependence on God the Holy Spirit, to give it a quickening power. (2Co 3:12-18)

Dear Lord, I need Your loving touch today. Let Your love song wash over me and fill my heart. I release my feelings of doubt to You and rest in Your undying love. In Jesus' Name, Amen.